kimmi3: prettyprecocity: lisachaves: (via inmysecretlife)
i cried. no joke. omg. omg. omg. why april?!
Sunny Came Home ~ Shawn Colvin
Sunny came home with a list of names
She didn’t believe in transcendence
It’s time for a few small repairs she said
Sunny came home with a vengeance
(via fuckyeahcassieainsworth)
in the weirdest of ways. i wish i was cassie…
help, my head hurts too much.
I think I’m insane.
the people that do understand feel the same way, we’re all trapped in the wreckage and screaming until our throats are raw but it’s impossible to escape. we’re flinching and silent tears are pouring down our faces but all we can do is hurt more.
help, it hurts so bad.
Eventually I’m going to do one of two things. The first would be to curl up in a ball and turn the light off and sleep the rest of my life away, because sleep is second best to forgetting. The second is to reject reality and just leave. I want to escape it, I want to turn around and walk away from society and the world and the knowledge we think we have and the knowledge we’ll never have and the sheer madness of it all and I never want to look back.
it hurts, it hurts
you can’t stop the worse of headaches with drugs and alcohol.
just breathe. even though that hurts too. but because you’re feeling pain you know that your real. Think about it.
When you have nightmares and the beast takes you, you feel no pain. Just fear. When you’re alive and real and the beast comes for you, there is no fear just pain. It’s overwhelming though, life that is. We all want to crawl up in a hole, sleep for fifty years come out feeling okay. But we won’t, because it won’t numb us from the pain of waking up. It won’t make reality disappear. Even though in so many ways, dreams are the better part of living and maybe the only sanity that we can cling to in a world that’s so black and white. It might even be the only color for you or the only sweet melody that makes you smile. But it’s there. Your sliver of sanity. And if you must sleep to find it. Then do so. But always remember that what you don’t make in your reality will never be what you want from your dreams.
Sometimes walking away from society is the only way to escape. We’re all trapped. Online, in stores, media-coverage, bold political talk, religious rants. It all contains us little by little. Herds the sheeple farther into the grasps of a chained reality. And I do understand the wreckage that pins you down, that pulls out the scream, that pushes out your last breath with stinging madness. so walk away from it. the society will come after you, someday, it’s inevitable, but you will have a head start to rip it all down.
just breathe and walk away.
(via maux-damour)
OMG IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE SOPHIE-ANN? AJASSKJKJASKAJSKSJAA